I've been so busy these past few days, I haven't studied more than a few hours. I did 4 VR passages and finished reading ochem Ch 3.
It's distressing.
I was so convinced that when I was done with work, I would have all this free time to study, but in keeping with my nature, I over-scheduled that time with a new job, the gym, a research study, Jr's new activities, consulting work with my old job, and more. I will get one night and one weekend morning back starting next week when soccer is done, and I won't be scheduling any affiliate work as long as I can, so that will help a bit. Class is over in four weeks, but by then I'll be beyond stressed that I lost too much time.
I'm getting nervous and scared. I'm afraid of running out of time, focus, and the ability to do well.
Being scared isn't fruitful, so instead, I need to harness that fear and turn it into focus and energy.
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